I and I and me and me
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Sublime- Robbin the Hood
Topic: who?
I have done nothing today but chat on AIM all day long. Since I woke up. This was a boring day, well, there was one thing though. There's this guy in College Station that I talk to that's a friend of Angie's. (Angie is a girl I've been friends with for YEARS) and by chance we end up talking b/c he found me on friendster (wich i NEVER use) I'm not one for online dating, but he's a bad ass friend. We have so much in common and so much that the other is looking for it's creepy. Normally I would think they're lying, but Angie says it's true. His name is Cody. He's the first person I've met on here that I can accually call my friend. Well ,him and "Timmy" but "Timmy" scares me. Isn't he cute? So not my type, conservative, no tats or peircings, doesn't even smoke! We talked for like 6 hours on AIM today. Damn am I tired. Tired of Kiko's bullshit. He's staying longer, but why am I worrying? He's not my BF anymore, no matter how bad he wants me to be. We've been "seeing" eachother recently, but I'm going to stop. It just makes him want to control me and I don't want a relationship right now. That's the last thing I need. I need friends. Friends that want to hang out w/ no drama. Friends that love me. As I sit here and drink the last beer of tonight I wonder how it'll all pan out in the end. I want too much I think. Nite nite.

Another Day, but opprotunity arises
Mood:  not sure
Well, today I sat around the house all day on the computer.Funny how things work out. I live with my parents right now b/c I'm in an awkward in between stage in my living arrangements. Oh yeah and I have no real job. :) So while updating my MySpace profile, I made it all pretty. The HTML for it is not hard at all, and my mom comes up and tells me that if I make the web page for our FattOompa Inc.I don't have to pay rent. (Which FYI I never do anyways, but I won't have to hear about it) I rearranged my room so I have my desk n here now. So no more laying on my bed to type, I have a straight backed wooden chair! Somehow I don't think I won here.


I've been trying to get some pics taken of me latley. Nothing major I'm just obsessed with classic pin-ups. So I submitted applications for Suicide Girls(please, please, please let me in) and an independent photographer either way they're free which is awesome b/c I'm broke. I'll post my pics on here if I get it.I sent them pics like: So cross yer fingers.



I talked to Kiko and he's just being an ass and stalling in NY. So he's going to take 2 days longer than he said. Fucker. Maybe I'm just jealous, I want to go to NY so bad, and all I get is him telling me how awesome it is. Fucker. I'm out.

Bleh
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: At the Drive In- Ticklish
Topic: la dee da
Nothing to do. Just sitting around the house today. I haven't eaten yet so I'm puttting together ideas on how exactly I'm going to go about this. Well, there's always Ramen noodles. I was on the phone with "Captain Badass" aka Steven, and we were disscusing how no matter how broke you are "Theres always Ramen" So one thing led to another we got on to how there should be a Ramen cookbook. Good Idea!Unlike Hair Plugs. Bad Idea! So now I'm collecting on how people eat their Ramen. Like, with eggs in it, or drain the water and add cheese. Told Kiko and that's like it so I'm still spreading the word. :) Oh yeah, talked to Kiko for a minute while he was in Memphis today! Fucker. I'm pretty hungry now. ;) So I'm going to go eat some Ramen with..... I don't know yet. Bye.

Here's Kiko
Topic: Kiko

This is my Kiko. Just like a big fuzzy teddy bear. :)

Hello I'm Tessa
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Chris Issak- Forever Blue
Topic: Kiko
Okay so yeah, this is my first entry. Let's see how this whole online diary works out. So I watched Kiko get on the bus to New York today. He's only going to be gone for 4 days to help his sugar momma move to Texas. One thing to note: He is not seeing Kim(aka Sugar Momma) but she has been lavishing him with gifts for years now. Amazing relationships you can build over the internet. Kiko is not my boyfriend either, not until he straightens his act up. Don't get me wrong I love him like no other,but he can barley find a place to sleep at night, let alone be able to be there for me. So I spent the night at his Dad's house with him last night. I wish I could put our past behind us and start over new, without past hurt feelings he left me with. I moved to California a year ago to grow up. To grow up on my own terms, and now I'm back here in Texas. Yee-Haw! Fuckin-A.Uhg. Trying to get my feet back on the ground after all my drama is now over from out there. I started selling my thrift shop finds on E-Bay. Typical huh? Fuck it, ya know?Oh well, I'm out. Until next time.
-Tess